Ragged and Weary

I want to leave an angry silence in my wake
Bashful and bold, I’m full of hate

I want to see a deadly glare on your face
As I let the evil take my place

I have a need for blood
To see it on my flesh
I hear shouts from below
And know that it is best

I want to see a world where there is no sun
Somewhere I can rest when you’ve been and gone

I have a need for tears
To feel them on my cheeks
I hear your voice below me
And know that I am weak

A long time from now when I can’t recall your face
When all this rage isn’t embedded in your place

I’ll find a bird to sing for me, that’ll wake me up at night
I’ll find a shutter big enough to keep away the light

Goodbye

I could scream…
I can touch the ceiling
I want you to understand
I hate this feeling

I could cry…
I can feel my skin
I want you to know
I’ve committed sin

I could grieve…
I can see the sky
I want you to understand
This is not a lie

Good bye
Good bye
Sun-streaked flowers
Time is my enemy
Ticking away the hours

Only hours left
Good bye
Good bye
I’ll miss you when you try
I’ll miss you when you cry

Good bye
Good bye
Time flies
Time is my enemy
Ticking away the hours
Only hours left with you

I could laugh…
I can touch the sun
I want you to understand
Its said and done

I could smile…
I can feel the rain
I want you to know
There’s no more pain

I could shine…
I can see the door
I want you to understand
I don’t know anymore

I could smile
Just for a while…
…if I where with you

Good bye
Good bye
I’ll miss you when you smile
I’ll miss you for awhile

Good bye
Goodbye
I’ll miss you when you smile
I’ll miss you for awhile